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I was just diagnosed being HIV positive a few days ago, after I decided to go for a blood test at the pharmacy. Wow,I almost fainted,when the nurse gave me my result, I said ''do it again''

It was positive, I was devastated, I cried..........I was so emotional. I thought, why God? Why did you do this to me? I felt robbed of my life, I thought of death. I am still trying to cope with the fact, that I have the virus, just been diagnosed a few days ago.

How do I feel, depressed, sad, l, lonely. But God will be my ANCHOR, and my family!!! I need all the support I can get..

My longtime girlfriend, will be tested this week,and I don’t know how I am going to deal with that outcome, I feel as if I have betrayed her, I love her, and her mom and dad were cross in the beginning.

i am going to the Doctor today, to do more blood tests, I want to live my life!!! I am only 41 I am trying to be positive, this is all new for me!!

God bless you all