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The first time I had sex wasn’t perfect. A week before, me and my boyfriend decided we would wait and have sex on December 28th (our anniversary). We were both virgins and weren't experienced. We had done things before this like fool around and we've both started masturbating at a young age. He was 16 and I was 14, and I loved him. I knew he loved me because at the time I was going through hard times with my depression and getting off drugs (weed). He was very supportive and that’s when I knew I wanted him to be my first.
My parents left to go shopping and he came inside and we went to my room. It was March 13th, 2011. We made out for awhile, but then we fooled around. We did new stuff none of us has ever done and everything was perfect. Then he asked me if I wanted to make love with him. It was the cutest thing ever. We had been dating 3 months at the time and I knew I didn’t want to wait any longer. I told him yes and we did. It lasted a few minuets and none of us finished because we didn’t have a condom. For me, it didn’t hurt. It felt really really really amazing. So perfect. I didn’t even feel it go in because we had so much lube.
After we laid together and talked. He told me he was mine forever and he`ll never leave my side. He told me he loved me more then anyone in the world. By writing this, I know I love him more then anything. If I could take anything back, it would be the timing. I wish we would of waited. But I will never regret who I did it with.
Me and Glenn (my boyfriend) have been together for almost 6 months now. I really hope we last forever. Its not just sex for us. Or trying something new. Its love were making.