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Jen 2

I am 15 years old, i just had my first girlfriend. But she broke up with me a couple days ago for reasons that I'm still confuse about. She hurt me a lot when she told me that she thought I was using her to see if I really liked girls. I'm having a really hard time now because of what she said because I feel like an ignorant. So stupid, but I don't think that people understand me. I don't know who to talk to about it because I'm scared of what can happen if people knew how I felt and use it against me. My mother says that i don't know what I want, she doesn't accept that her own brother is gay. I don't know what to do, I just want to give up on trying to be with someone because I'm so clueless. I am sure about one thing though, I've liked girls since I was about 10 years old. I find them more beautiful and caring than any men. Don't get me wrong I get along with guys just fine, as a matter a fact I believe I have more guy friends because I feel comfortable with them. I don't get nervous like when I'm with a girl. I guess my ex didn't understood me, but then again she didn't even try to work things out. I'm only trying to give her what she wanted, to be friends. But how can I do that when she doesn't try to have a talk with me. Should I just let her go and never talk to her again...