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My name is diamond and im 27 years old i havent been tested yet but tomorrow is my day. i jus have heard rumors that someone i dealt with has it but i am so scared to go through with this and my reading alot of you all stories motivates me to do it but i know i wont have the same strength if it happen to me cuz i have four kids and i dnt want them to watch me suffer i just wanted end it for myself and get it over with cuz life hasnt been plesant at all for me and im tired of alot at this point im afraid to find out tomorrow i lay at night and cry myself to sleep im engaged and im lost on how to move on past this i will hate myself so i know everyone else will i will update this on my status but pray for me as i pray for you all as well much love!god bless you all