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Aurora 1

Ever since 4th grade I have had lesbian thoughts and feelings because all of my male role-models in my life have been abusive to my mom and I. I'm almost 14 now and I have had a major crush on my BFF for 3 years now. I haven't opened up to anyone about it yet, but the first person I want to tell is her. She may not understand how I feel and our friendship might be hurt but I know it's the right thing to do because I always think about her no matter where I am or what I'm doing. Both of us have talked about our sexual feelings before, but it tends to get very awkward so we stop. We have always told each other everything so it feels wrong to not admit it.

Recently, it has been really hard to prevent myself from doing something stupid when I'm with her. We have messed around before, but it has never been anything serious. Now all I need to do is sum up some bravery and wait for the right moment to tell her...

I was really reluctant to tel my story at first, but then I read the other stories and I could tell it helped them. I am really thankful that I found Avert...