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Gabrielle - first time story

I was 14 when I lost my virginity. My story is just horrible, I hate thinking about it. It was to this guy I had just MET THAT DAY FOR THE 1ST TIME. We talked on facebook and we were both virgins. He was 14 I was 14, so I came over to just hang out, literally watch some tv and chill. But then he started to try to make out with me and I had never made out before and before you know it he was trying to take off my clothes. In the moment I guess I wanted it, but really looking back now that I'm 16 I feel stupid, disgusting and just gross. I let some complete stranger take my innocence. I wish I could have waited for the guy who means the world to me. And I have found him, a few months after my bad day I went over to my friend patricks house and somehow met his brother, he was 17 and I was 14, now we're 16 and he's 19. He's still a virgin, and I was his first everything. It makes me happy to know I can make him happy but it breaks my heart knowing I can't have that same experience when we finally make love to eachother.

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