Kim

Well, OK so my first time story is not amazing. It's not romantic at all. I was 15 when i lost my virginity, i was a freshman. I remember it was at the end of march, maybe like March 28 or close to that. I remember because my ex boyfriend had broken up with me in the begging of March. Anyways i was crushed from the breakup, i cried and i wasn't over him. His best friend Matthew was also my best friend, Matthew was there for me when i got dumped. After i was dumped Matthew started telling me how much he liked me and if i would ever give him a shot. I said yea. All of my girl friends told me Matthew was a player, which was something i already knew, they told me not to get involved with him just to stay his best friend. Two weeks went by and i was still heartbroken from my last ex. It was a half day of school and i forgot my keys at home so i was locked out, i was sitting on my porch when Matthew walked over. He said i could stay at his house until my sister got home, i said okay and i went to his house. We went upstairs into his room and played video games for a little bit. I got a text message so we had to pause the game. He snatched the phone from me and put it in his back pocket. I automatically went to reach for it, i grabbed it out of his back pocket and went to lean away from him but he stopped me and held me close to him. I told him he was an idiot for taking my phone and he laughed. He reminded me how much he liked me i laughed and was starting to feel awkward because of how close we were and i could feel his eyes on me. I finally met his eyes and that was it he leaned down and kissed me. I mean i could of stopped him but i let it go on. I kissed him back and soon i was laying on his bed with him on top of me. He stopped kissing my mouth and started kissing my neck and i felt his hands unbutton my pants. Again i could of stopped him, but i didn't...really want to stop, i had been hurting for almost a month now because of my ex and Matthew was making me feel good again. So one thing led to another and now i was laying on his bed topless and pant less, with him on top of me. i removed his shirt and pants next. And then he asked me if i wanted to "do it." I said...yea. He got off of me and walked over to his duffel bag and put on a condom.  He got back on top of me and slowly tried to go in. I had to stop him because it hurt so bad, he told me to relax and it would be easier. He tried again and he got in this time. He slowly went deeper and deeper and it hurt so bad. When he was all the way in he pulled out and came back in, he started going faster and faster. It still hurt, so after a good 5 minutes i told him i needed a break. He said we should try switching positions, so i did and i got on top of him, but that didn't feel good at all so i just sat on him and then he rolled me over and got back on top. He started again and then i told him to stop after another 5 minutes, he said "no wait im so close." and he continued. And then i really wanted him to stop and i pushed him a little and told him i really had to go, he said ok and we got dressed. After we got dressed he hugged me and kissed my forehead and told me i was amazing. He walked me to the front door and we said goodbye. I was sore and it hurt to walk, and i regretted everything right away. I didn't want anyone to know, but of course the word got out. When i went to school alllll of my friends were mad at me, and my ex came to me and told me i was a whore for "fucking" his best friend. The school year finally ended, and summer came around. My friends weren't mad at me but i lost a few in the process. Matthew texted me during the summer and kept asking to hang out, i knew he only wanted one thing from me so i always made up excuses. The new school year started and he talked to me once in a blue moon, sometimes asking me if i could help him with homework for his next class. And that was in September, it is now November, and Matthew doesn't even look at me anymore we don;t eve speak now. And yesterday i found out he has a new girlfriend, of course i was heart broken i gave him everything just to become a nothing to him. And that just goes to show, don;t loose your virginity to ANYONE but someone you know you will be able to trust and love and care about for the rest of your life. Or you'll end up like me. I'm trying to forget about him, but its hard, but I'll be okay again eventually.
 

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Laila

I've never really thought about sex, I wasn't really interested in anyone and when I DID stop to think about it, I thought 20 would be a good age to lose it (I am currently 18, going on 19 in 3-4 months)
It just felt like a good number and I conditioned that if I were dating someone before it, then they would just have to wait.

But I wasn't counting on finding someone I was so comfortable with and was even more surprised to find that I wanted to initiate it.

It was a hot afternoon, the two of us have been dating for 2 months (he is still my current partner) and we typically engaged in mutual masturbating... so we were both comfortable enough with each other, having explored our bodies - just stopping at penetration.
I knew that he was definitely the one I wanted to give my virginity to, the only thing stopping me was my ideal of "20".

After resting from all the touching, him lying on top of me, I stared carefully into his eyes.
I definitely was in love with him (not an emotion I take lightly, nor does he) and I just felt the urge to be... one with him.

So I told him... and he chuckled, a little incredulous but not pushing or pressuring.
For the next 10 minutes he let me lay there deliberating if I wanted to or not - NOT trying to convince me, making sure it was ABSOLUTELY MY CHOICE.
I closed my eyes, took a breathe and said, "Yes, I want to."

I had a condom/lube set aside from a night out with some friends (went to a club for a birthday and a friend had come by having taken all the free sexual goodies in a basket and I took one as a memory of the night). I waited for him to put it on and then he laid on top of me... It was the first push, he slowly put it in - yeah there was pain but I suspected it was the lack of lubrication from nervousness and the friction of the condom, he continued until he was completely in - making sure I was alright.
He took it out, my eyes closed the whole time and said, "I've already put it in... you aren't a virgin anymore."

We searched around for any sign of blood but it was minimal which was a relief (not a fan of blood)... I told him it hurt and we took out the lube to help it slide in better.
He lay on top of me again, slowly inserted - this time easier with a smaller amount of pain and he started moving, faster and faster - holding me close.
It felt so good, even with the pain - I was moaning from the pleasure more than the hurt.

We'd finished, both breathing heavy, he took himself out, we both cleaned up the mess of wrappers and I looked at him, the sweat on his face, wiped it away and kissed him.

We then cuddled, went downstairs to eat (wow, sex takes a lot of energy) then went back upstairs and cuddled more.
There wasn't a moment of regret in my choice and I know I wasn't used so I only feel closer to my partner.

Not a moment of it was awkward, it was completely natural... as if I was crazy for not having done it in the first place.
But that's how it was, the wait and getting to know each other was worth it. Nothing drunken, nothing pressured - ABSOLUTELY MY CHOICE AND MY KNOWLEDGE.

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Jannete

Okay...... Losing my virgenity for the very first time, and here goes for those who haven't lost their virgenity ,don't it until ur ready becuase you'll regret it....... Will any ways here goes my story I was about thirteen when I lost my virgenity to someone I berly even knew will it all started me and my homegirls my parents have left 2 work we were alone all bored had nothing 2 do so my friend jenny had called her brother and his friends to come over my house to kick it so they came to my house I invited them in we were talking and suddenly I told them if they wanted to drink some liquer it's called president it was my dads for occations only like Christmas ect....anyway we were drinking then my friends were bored so we went 2 my room we started watching tv there wasn't Anthony good on tv so then I told them if they wanted to watch pornal they yes then we started talking about sex me and my friends agreed about having a 4 sum next thing u know all My friends back out so they leave from my room and leave me with them inside my room I had a crush on my homies friend he's was 16 I was 13 and my homie was in there with us then he told me if I was to have with him I was scared I didn't know how to respond to him so I said yes I'm down it was the most regret in my life had sex with someone I berly even knew so we took of our closthes and layed down on the floor and he insert his penis in my vagina and it hurted like I wanted to cry . It was  the most embarrasing moment in my life and regert I wasn't ready to have sex ....Making mistakes it's a lesson in life doing things that you'll regret so that's why u shouldn't have sex until ur ready and found someone that loves you not just a one night stand...

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Sally

Well I'll start out with the usual...Sex it's absolutely not fun or anything unless you love the person. Well I lost my virginity at 14. Just started in high school and just started getting my wings as a teen even though I still am one. I'm 15 now. I met my ex-boyfriend over myspace. We talked for a few weeks nothing special then he decided to ask me out. Well yeah you know my obvious answer. We started dating I saw him a few times and the first time I got to his house he had me out of my clothes. Even though I protested to it. I didn't want it to move that fast but we didn't have sex then. It was the third time I went over there that we did. He pushed me and pushed me...And I just didn't know how to hold it off to him anymore. We weren't going out for very long...A month maybe near it. And I kind of made it a point that day not to get so close to him so it wouldn't. But I ended up on his bed somehow. When we first got around to it I was scared stiff. He was really experienced and knew I wasn't so he smoothed talked me. And when he got it in it really hurt. We didn't do it for very long his strange anatomy "it" popped. I got scared thinking it was the condom. So I made him get off and stop. Well making along story short he brokeup with me after thinking he got another girl pregnet. His ex before me. We got back together and he got his fun one more time and left me again because he loved the other girl. When he started texting me while he was with and dating other girls asking me if I wanted to have sex with him again, my realization came clear...Thats all he wanted me for. And it hurt. I cared about him no doubt and I was mind warped after we brokeup but that's what will happen if a guy will sit there and push you into doing something you don't feel ready for yet. The guy I am with now I plan to marry and I love him very much. I know the difference between a guy who loves you and a guy who wants you now.

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Jim

this is my story of how i first had sex with my gf at the age of 13 ik i was to young and to think back ik i made a mistake but its the past now and heres my story.

almost everyday she would come over to my house or i would go to hers after school watch a movie and makeout. we were probably to young to even kiss.
anyways at school she said to come over to her house becuz she had a surprise.
so after school i went over, well she told me to sit and we needed to talk. well first i thought shes gonna dump me but then she told me her parents were gone for the week. i asked if that was what she wanted to tell me but then she said she has been thinking about having sex. i was so nervous i couldnt stand it. she told me that she felt that she was ready and that i was the right man to loose her virginity to.

i couldnt speak, but somehow i said the stupidest thing i said in my life "ok". she then hugged me and kissed me alittle and told me to follow her. we went to her room and started to make out. i then started the foreplay. she started by pulling her shirt off the same as mine. then she unzipped her tight tight jeans n i took mine off. after kissing and rubbing each other for about 30 mins she told me she was ready. so i took off my boxers and she took unstrapped her bra and took her panties off.
then she got on top of me and told me she loved me and guided my penis into her vagina. she told me it hurt but not to stop so i didnt and we started to go faster. she started moaning and yelling to go faster and all i could think about was o my god we arent using protection. immediatly i stopped. she asked me why and i told her we were 13 and we shouldnt be doing this. she said who cares about age and i told her we werent using protection then she froze. she told me she forgot all about that. the next day she came over and told me she was sorry and told me we shoulda waited. i said i was sorry to and that we shouldnt go so fast again.

well about a week or 2 later she was sick for 2or3 days. i kinda got worried and called her. her mom picked up and told me to stay away from her daughter. i asked whats wrong. she told me that emily [my gf] was pregnant. i dropped the phone. i didnt know wat to do. the next day she was at school and tried to avoid me but finally i caught up to her after school and told her how sorry i was. she told me it wasnt my fault and that we could actually be good parents. i said ya but what am i gonna tell my mom and dad they are gonna kill me. she turned to me and hugged me and told me it was gonna be fine. so here i am today a dad with a 2 year old son at the age of 15. no i didnt abandon emily and no we wont abandon each other because we plan to marry after highschool. i tell you all to wait and then u dont have to go through the hell me and emily did

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Tara

Sophomore year, I was 15. He was 17, already a senior. And has had sex multiple times.
I promised myself I wouldn't have sex until I was 18, unless I loved the person unconditionally.
I was having a shitty night so he asked me if I wanted to come over and hang out. Of course I said yes because I loved hanging out with him. There wasn't one day that we weren't texting or talking on the phone. As soon as he picked me up and we got back to his place, we started hooking up. We already got to 3rd base so he assumed we would do it again. It was really late in the night and I was extremely tired so in the middle of giving him oral sex, I stopped and said I was to tired to blow him. He kept making up excuses for me? "Oh, don't worry, your doing fine. Just keep going." So I did. But after another 10 minutes I stopped again and said that sex would be a lot easier.
We've talked about having sex before and I told him I wasn't ready and he respected that so we never did.

But he jumped as soon as I said that. He kept asking "can we!?" and every time I would say no. He pushed it so much and I knew for a fact that I didn't love him. We weren't even going out. We were only together for a little more than 2 weeks. We've been friends for a year though, so it not like I just met the guy. I'm not a whore, but almost everyone else in my school is. And considering he was a senior and goes faster than a sophomore boy would, I did speed up the process.
He wouldn't stop asking and I kept saying no. But he got up anyway to get a condom. "Please" was the only thing he said for the next 5 minutes.

Well, my shirt and pants were already off. And he was completely naked already. He started to finger me, and it felt amazing. It's not like I wasn't fingered before but this time just felt incredible and sexier than other times. He slipped on the condom and proceeded to lay me down on my back. He kept saying "Don't worry, I know what I'm doing." And put his penis into my vagina. I have never felt so much pain in my life. My vagina was so tight and his penis was extremely large. But he kept on pushing it in deeper and deeper. I told him to stop and take it out, that I wasn't ready for this. So he did. He told me to switch positions. That if I was on top it wouldn't hurt as much. I got on top and started to ride him. Honestly, it hurt even more. As it went on I kept thinking what am I doing, I'm breaking the one promise I made to myself. Because he has had so much experience he knew exactly what spot to hit. And he did a great job at that. After a while it didn't hurt as much.
My body was shaking and I realized I was having an orgasm. It felt so amazing, yet it hurt too because it was my first time. I told him I had to stop and I took his penis out of me. I felt bad because I didn't make him cum. But I was more disappointed at myself for making it seem like I was easy.

This all happened last night.
It not like he completely ignored me after. As soon as I woke up I had a text from him saying that he already missed me and he had a fun night.

But I always have that thought in my head that he is a senior and this is just a way of getting in my pants...
Which now he has.
I don't know what's going to happen next, I just hope now he'll make things official considering I swiped the v card with him.

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Alex

At the time it was perfect. I was enveloped with love and bursting at the seams with conviviality. I felt so good with her. We really were perfect together. But it all started a few weeks after her birthday. not at all related, just that's how i remember it. As the cold snow fluttered down, clinging itself onto our hair, we huddled for warmth. Our breaths billowed like low hanging clouds as we swapped our descriptions of ineffable love for each other, not taking notice of the freezing beads of snow that had managed to melt on our faces. Soon after, we headed to her house as the cold had became unbearable, dismissing our heated love with its now tyrannous gail. We had just surpassed the barrage of each individual snowflake that rest its freezing uniquity on our bodies as we stepped through the gateway to warmth, also known as the front door.  We were in her bedroom, kissing, with 'the 40 year-old virgin' (a tad ironic now) glowing in the back, sending a flickering light over h
er smooth, silk like cheeks. We were lying down on her bed where i lay on top of her, in a now more comfortable, although similar, position than when I had been passionately pulled upon her awaiting beauty. We were in a tight, gentle embrace, not caring for the bits of saliva that had escaped our interlocking tongues. My left hand curved round her neck softly, occasionally squeezing, and directing her head more into my puckered lips. My right hand caressed her belly, as it meandered round to her hips, where i also squeezed gently. Her delicate - and amusingly tiny hands were scouting my chest for parts she hadn't randomly grasped during our kissing.

I pulled my lips away slightly, sucking on her bottom one, giving it a just-noticable nibble. I moved my lips towards her neck, brushing them down her face. I started to breathe a warmth, comforting breath down her neck, whispering the words "i love you" into her hear - which also had my nibbles' attention. She inhaled a stuttering breath which was followed by a short moan. I squeezed her tightly before releasing her and tickling her neck with my glissading tongue. She rolled over onto her back and balanced on her knees, to which i did the same. My hands contoured round her inside leg, as i kept the attention onto her neck, only averting it to gentle whispers in her ear. Her hands started to unbutton her jeans. Slowly, she pulled them down to her knees, bending over and pushing her bum into me. My left hand stayed on her neck, this time squeezing more . I kept kissing her behind the ear, my body fitting perfectly along hers. The right hand moved down from the hips and round t
he curvature of her bum. More squeezing took place before i finally took her pants, that she would only wear for me, down. Almost instantaniously, mine were down. Not as romantic, but she's the woman. I never entered her at first, i slid it between her legs, rubbing against her vagina. As i slid my body across hers, the right hand glided up to her nipples, which were already erect. I placed them between my fingers and played about with them, keeping the warm whispers, that convinced my love for her. Her vagina was warm and wet. The liquid lubricating my now throbbing penis. Carefully i slid it into her, very slowly as not to hurt her. she gave an almighty moan. I increased speed and force steadily. As the speed inreased the romance was sapped. I started pounding into her, her moaning screams of delight feuling my stamina. We went for 12 minutes or so before i couldn't hold urge to climax.

We lay together for hours after, hugging as we watched another dvd. Snuggling into one another, sharing our loving comments. This was set to be one of the highlights of my life. Definitely a milestone.

A few weeks later i was confronted by a wheeping girlfriend, during lunch. At first i thought it was possibly just a bad day in class - it wasn't. Her face was painted with streaky make-up, where her tears had decided to stream down her gentile face. I cuddled into her asking what was up. She pulled her sobbing face away from the comforting should and looked into my eyes. If it wasn't for the seriousness of the matter, i easily would've got lost into the depth of her blue eyes, into another night of bliss. "Im pregnant."

A large lump developed in my throat, pounding each word into a stammer. We havent talked about it much since. Only vague: "we will do what you feel is right" confrontations. I'm just saying, no matter how perfect the moment. use a jonny.

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Im a dad

ok i was 14 and i am still 14when i first had sex with my girlfriend. her name is kayla. well one day she came over because i told her my parents were out of town. first thing she did was take off her coat i held her hand and led her to my room where we put in a nice movie. then we started making out.. we made out for an hour or so we lost track off time so we started talking about sex and how all our friends were doing it. thats when i think back and say shit i made the wrong move. anyways she told me she wanted to and started undressing herself. ofcourse its not the first time ive seen her boobs but something turned me on she jumped and me and started kissing me. i kissed her back. she then took off her jeans and i took mine off. we were fully naked the next thing i know she says she wants to be fingered so i did for about 5mins then she said she was ready idk why i did but i guided my penis into her vagina she said it hurt alittle but not that much so i went slow at first then she started moaning and i went faster and faster till finally we were to tired.

afterwards she called me later that night and told me she would love me forever i told her the same and thought nothing of it for awhile. she came over everday after school that week we talked made out while she had her shirt off and i had my shirt off but then about a month later she told me the unthinkable. she was pregnant and i thought to myself o shit no im to young. i could tell she had been crying. well guess what im almostt a dad now the baby is due in a month and when i look back i think holy shit i shouldve waited i tell all of you who read this dont rush things my gf's life and mine have been turned upside down just becuz we went to fast think about it first... i know i wish i had...

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Sara

okay. my first time wasn't all that great compared to most of the stories i have read on here. so i was 15 when i lost my virginity. and the guy i lost it to was 17. he and i only dated just short of two months when we broke up. and i was so upset with myself for breaking up with him. while we were dating though, he told me that he loved me, but i never said it back. he would ask why and i told him because he didnt love me. and he would say back well even if your not gonna say it, im going to tell you anyway that i love you. he made me so happy.

and after we broke up we basicly ignored eachother. but that soon came to an end because. even though i was in the 10th grade and he was in the 12th grade, we had a class together in school and saw eachother everyday. so maybe 2 weeks or so after we broke up, we started speaking again. months of flirting went by and everyone knew, including us, that we still had feelings for eachother. and even though we were not together, everyone knew that we "belonged to eachother" and regardless of who else we had relationships with, at the end of the day, me and him were "an item".

and one day i went home with him. i did not plan at all to have sex. of course it crossed my mind, but it was not planned.

he was fixing himself something to eat. while he was cooking i was looking for something on tv to watch. he came over and stood behind the couch and kissed me while he was standing and i was sitting on the couch. so we were kissing upside down in a way. when we were done, he got his food and sat beside me on the couch. i put my legs across him as he sat beside me and he ate his food while we were watching tv. when he got done eating, we sat there a while watching tv. then he turned off the tv and said lets go watch tv in my room. my heart started pounding because i knew exactly what he wanted to do.

so we went in his room and got on his bed watching tv. then i got up to take my shoes off and he sat on the edge of the bed. when i tried to get back on the bed, he put me on his lap and started kissing me. he kissed me on my neck and rubbed my back while he did it and i loved it. soon he laid me down on my back and kissed me some more. before i knew it, he had my pants and  panties off laying on the floor beside the bed. he inserted his finger in me, and fingered me. it felt so amazing, he almost made me cum, but stopped right before i came. and he grabbed the condom and put it on.

this is where everything went wrong. he put the condom on. he asked me was i ready i wanted to say no, but i didnt and i told him yes. now i am not lying when i tell you that he has a big penis. and it would not go in. he tried for 5 mins to go in, and it wouldnt. he asked me why i was so tight and i said i dont know. and soon he wasnt hard anymore. so we started making out to get him excited again. when he was hard again he tried to put it in again. after about another 5 mins it finally went in. and it hurt sooo bad. i felt my eyes widen when he went in and i gasped when it went inside me. and each time he went deeper it seemed to hurt worse. he asked was i okay and i told him yeah. when he said it wasnt working, we switched positions and he told me to get on top of him. when we did this it seemed to hurt even more when i tried to do it. and i told him that i couldnt do it because it hurt too bad. at this point i had tears in my eyes. then he said lets switch again. and he w
as behind me as i was on my knees bent over. and each time he went in, it still hurt. and soon he was like forget it. and he was upset because he didnt even get to cum. i felt so bad. but then at the same time i was happy because we didnt have to do it anymore.

we put our clothes on and we went to his friends house. my mom came and got me from there. he walked me to the car when my mom came, and he kissed me and told me he would see me later. i was so sore when i got home. my walk was even different from how much pain i was in. i was swollen down there also. i didnt know you could even get swollen in the vagina. i didnt speak to him until two days later when we were back in school. we didnt really speak. but he kept looking at me, and we had those akward glances. but soon after everything went back to normal.

to this day, even though he is away at college, were still close, and we dont go more than 3 days without speaking. and i see him everytime he comes home to visit. one day we were talking and he mentioned how he didnt like taking girls virginities, but he was glad that he had taken mine. and even though we are not in a relationship, and we both have had other boyfriends and girlfriends, we love eachother. and im glad that i lost my virginity to him, even though it was a horrible experience.

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Shanice

Okay, so it was a typical friday night, Me and my friends had been invited to my mate Alex's house party. As we were getting ready, my mate kept saying to me " Alex proper wants it Shanice, we all can tell, you should tonight!" Me, being me went along with it, We got dropped off at his house and went straight for the drinks tables....

Next thing i remember is most of my friends making out with Alex's friends in his lounge, i saw Alex gesturing me to come into the kitchen. I didn't see much harm so i went into the kitchen and we got chatting. He was saying about my friend telling him that i wanted him, so he took my hand and led me upstairs. I was feeling rather nervous because, well i really did like Alex and wanted to have sex with him, but it didn't feel right.

I couldn't drop out because i knew he really wanted too... So i did it, and ill admit yeah it felt good but afterwards, when we came downstairs everyone began cheering and shouting " get in there Alex" like it was an ego boost!

After that whenever i see him or his mates, he always does his cheeky little smile and shouts hello sexy, its like i was another hole in his belt.
 

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Jumbie

When i first lost my virginity, i was 14 years old. Now i'm 16 with twin boys.

It all started when me and Brian went out. He told me that i should come to his house after the movie since my house was very far and he doesnt want me to get hurt in the night. How sweet. Well he said to go to his room to talk so we did. After talking abkut an hour or so, he accidntally placed a hand in my thigh. He immediately removed thinking i was uncomfortable. I told him ot was ok, that i didnt mind. After that we startd talking about sex and how much we loved eachother and wanted to marry when we get out of school.  We stayed quiet for a minute until he asked if i wanted to have sex. I sisnt answer thinking about it but then i agreed. He statyed to kiss me and we ade out for a long time, until he finally toom my shirt and his shirt off... He stared at my black bra for a minute befor unhooking it.

After he sucked my nipppes, i took the rest of my clothes off and he did the same. He asked me with a sweet voice if i was sure and i told him yes. He layd me down on the bed and penetrating me. I sxreamed at th first time because of the pain. He immediately pulled out but i told him that it doesnt matyer so he went in again. It didnt hurt that much this time. As he pushed inside me, i moaned and screamed for more.

After a great time he took me home, such a gentlemen. He told me he was retutning tk Germqny to finish his studies. I was sad and happy for him and told him that i'd be wating for him. After a week he left i puked in the mornong very often and got dizzy.

I told my mom and she told me to take a pregnancy test. It was positive
next thing i know i have twin boys. Brian doesnt know about them yet, but he will in a week when he is comming back and expects me with my arms open and two sons

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Marinee

I was seventeen, the day I lost my virginity..

We would walk home everyday, since I lived further I would usually walk him; but that day it was different.. It was raining so much that day, therefore he offered me to just stay at his house until that rain stopped. -I agreed because we were just good friends and didnt think much of it. As we stepped inside his house he smiled and it was weird -it freaked me out a bit. Anyway, he offered me something to eat so, I took a cup of noodles! And we just  started watching the NoteBook. And he got a little to cozy on the couch. He broke out a blanket and slowly began to try to put his arm around me but my phone went off and he pulled away. I fell asleep.

When I woke up we were making out-passionately. I got on top and sooo felt his penis. I got scared and fell off. I landed hard on the tile floor and then came down to the floor with me and started holding me and apologized; I felt so safe, I then realized that I loved him more than just a friend..

And was SURE he felt the same..

I turned to him.. And told him how I felt and he said he felt the same exact way.

Thus, we started making out once  again -a lot! It tired me out a little.
As we proceeded he began to put his hand up my shirt but I remembered that I stuffed my bra (seeing as I wasn't gifted) so I had to tell him to hold on right quick. I went to the restroom and just took all the toilet paper out. I felt I looked stupid because I went from like  a C to an A in a matter of one min. When I walked out he looked surprised.. But it seemed not to matter.

As we started making out, he started to go up my shirt and then down my pants and rubbing his hand on my genital area. His hands were cold but I didnt mind. It felt  freaken awesome! He began to pull my shirt off and then his shirt off and then my pants and then his pants and so on (he pretty much took everything off and I just laid there and waited).We were finally naked and he told me it might hurt a bit but that I was just going to have to bear with it. He started to enter my vagina but I wanted to do it so I guided it inside me. It hurt -to an extent but, it was feeling so amazing. He just kept speeding up and going in deeper and deeper and I was just yelling and wanting more. I had so many orgasms and so did he. We stopped for a bit and he began to give me oral sex which felt just as amazing I had an orgasm in his mouth. He came back up and told me to give him oral sex so I got on my knees and did it.

We had sex about 3 more times that day and when we finally finished we took a shower. His parents would be home soon so he said I had to leave and he walked me to my house.

The next day I was so excited to see him and talk him (since I didnt even have his number) but to my complete surpised he ignored me. The entire day. At the end of school I waited for him where I normally did but he didnt ever show up. So I jsut walked to my house deeply upset. As I was walking home I saw him near his house I was so excited; I smiled and waved and like half-assed a smile and pratically ran aside. It didnt take me long to get the point. I was so upset.

A few months later I wasnt getting my period. I grew worried. I took a pregnancy test and it was positive. I knew I had to talk to him. So I practically raced home one day and waited for him at his house. He finally came and I told him. He told me it wasnt his and to leave; he didnt want to see me again.

I'm four months pregnant,almost showing, havent told anyone and simply considering an abortion.

I still cant believe the mess I got myself into.

Always use a condom.

Or at least know if the person even cares for you.

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Lil bit

nothin felt more right then his arms around mine... His warm breath on my neck as his kisses slowly traced down my body. He whispered he loved me in my ear, I felt like I walking on air.
"Get on your knees", his voice tickled my throat. I was nervous but I loved him and i wanted to do anything to make him happy. I pulled his pants down , and closed my eyes. I remember him placing his hand on both sides of my face and thrusting my mouth on and off his penis.
"I want you to take in all of it lil bit", he moaned with that voice that always seems to bring me back in.
He pulled me up, and held me like a child, kissing my forehead. I never wanted any one more than i wanted him right then. He played with my nipples and bit my cheeks.
"I want you" he promised, while he placed me on the bed. His body laying on top of mine... everything was perfect.

I walked through the hallways of my school, with the kind of confidence that belonged to someone whom wasnt about to have her heartbroken. The boy that i loved with all my mind body and soul was kissing someone else, someone that wasnt me. He didnt see me, and probably wouldnt have cared if he did. The tears didnt fall, i held them in. I'm too good for him, were the words that played like a broken record thru out the hallway. It was true but no one understood the feeling i had in me, I felt like there was a hole that can never be mended....and it wasnt for a long time.

1year later, and guess what...im the hoe. I'm the girl that i use to be intimidated by, i have become the girl that i was always afraid would still my boyfriend. I was the slut that went down on anybody with a face. Want to know what else, I am the girl that is still in love with the boy who broke my heart. I still cried myself to sleep, and no matter how many guys i pulled into my web none of them were able to fix me... I was a broken lamp that needed a new lightbulb...there was no longer a light that shined inside of me... I was a heartbroken girl...

* Hii im L!l bit, about a year or two ago i met a boy that told me he loved me. He caked me up with lies, holding me high and never catching me when i fell. He didnt love me, he only loved sex. When he walked away from me i was torn on the inside, and began doing everyone else the way he did me. I wanted to fill that empy void inside of me.. but it never worked. I took some time until i realized that the only person that could fix me was me. AND finally i did, i'm a strong 15 year old young lady and i never put 100% trust in anybody (sorry blame it on the one before you) I'm just here to say ...dont let somebody talk you into something your going to regret later. And if you find yourself in the same position i am in right now, stop killing yourself over it. Everybody makes mistakes, and remember EVERYBODY including you and me is writing their life story in pen so you can never erase errors you can only learn from them. Forget the ones from your past, just wonder why they never made it to your future. i know it hurts now ...but one day it will be better and when that day comes you can try and keep others from going thru what your going thru right now. your too young anyway, shiit im too young i shouldnt be dealing with stuff like this.. we have our whole lives ahead of us boys ( and girls) will always be there TRUST ME... you wont miss out by just saying no...oh my dayum i sound like a parent but now i truly fully believe that no one should be crying over some person that broke their heart at this age, their not worth our tears...anyways thank you for your time I love you guys ( and i really mean it) *

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Unknown

I am surprised by all the people having sex at 13, 14, 15, and for one girl 11!! I was 22 years old when I first had sex. I don't regret my choice at all. It was the first night after me and my wife were married. We kissed for around 30 minutes and then foreplay for about 25. I put on a condom, and slowly began to enter her. We made love for about 30 minutes and on and off for the rest of the night. The next night, we had sex again and thus time without a condom. Now I am about to be a father. I don't regret any of my choices and the best advice I can give is to wait until you are married!

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Nena

I always thought I would be married my first time. I thought I would be an adult who, in the end would have a perfect little child. But I wasn't old. I am 14.

His name was Daniel. I had been going out with him since the th grade. I am in 9th grade now. And was in the 9th grade when it happened.

It was a normal day. I had told my parents that I was going to the park with my frineds brenda and sarah, like always, when I was really going to see him. He was 16. We just took a walk around the park. Made-out on the park bench while old people yelled at us calling us the unclean youth...lol. I am inlove with him. I know I will marry him.

So when he asked me to go his house and watch a movie, I thought nothing of it. We went to his room, and watched a scarey moive because he knew that they always made me cuddle up to him when  i get scared. Well this time, when I clinged to his side, he kissed me, hard. I kissed him back, not know what the reason for such a lovely kiss was for. Than he picked me up and layed me on his huge bed with those glorious blue covers. He was gentle. resting his weight on top of me, hands in my hair, simlpy kssing me. i don't no when, but as if my legs got a mind of their own, they slowly began to spread. he took it was the sign that i was ready, and i was. he smile as he contined to kiss me but now there was something pocking into my stomache. lol. at the time i couldn't place wat it was ;D. then he slowly, as if to for-warn me as to what he was going to do, slid his hand up my shirt. i began to kiss him harder. he got the shirt off me, and i got his off. he picked me up and now i was
on him. he unhooked my bra. and i asked it he and a glove. he said of course, so i didnt stop him. he got my jeans off then laided me back down. i got his off. he moan and kissed me harder. than began to kiss my neck as he... you no... rubbed me.

he slowly tugged my panties off and than he pushed himslef up with his arms hovering over me. staring deep in to my brown eyes with his chocolate eyes. " You know I love you right? Or I wouldn't be doing this."....I was on cloud nine. I said of course I know and that know no one could love anyone as much as i loved him. He smiled and pulled off his boxers and i put the condom on him. He asked if he could put it in. i said yes. it hurt like hell.  i told him to take it out. he felt bad that he had hurt me,aploigizing over and over i told him it was ok, i just needed to get used to it. once the pained faded, i told him we should try again. we did.

it didn't hurt much this time, only an annoying ping at first. then there was no pain. it felt awsome. there are no words to explain what happened that day. we were like this for a good 3 hours. he cummed twice. i did once.

After. he wwrapped his arms around me and we just layed there. he kissed the top of my forhead and said i love you. i said it back.

I do not regert my first time. I was luckey enough to have it been done with the love of my life.

Wait for the good guy who will wait for you to say the ok. not force to into something you don't want to do.

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